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Thursday, February 26, 2009


I'm in my 36th week of pregnancy & my baby weighs only 1.8kg... Went for gynae check-up yesterday & received an unpleasant news from him... As my baby is small... I'm required to go for a CTG scan next week to monitor my baby's heartbeat... to re-affirm if baby is suitable for natural labour... He's afraid that the baby's heart is too weak for natural labour... If so, I got to be induced for an earlier delivery... If baby's heart is pounding at normal rate then everything will be as per normal...

Dyllis put on approximately 300g in 2 weeks... Usually delivery occurs during the 37th-40th week period... Let's say if I were to give birth in the 38th week... which is 2 weeks from now... which means my baby will be like 2.1kg at birth! I really couldn't imagine?! A premature baby will usually weigh 2.3kg... Mine will be smaller & lighter than a premature baby! I'm really feeling so upset & heart pain! I really couldn't imagine how Dyllis will be like when she's born!

Since the news yesterday I haven't been in good mood... Received an idiotic call early this morning, making me even more "pek chek"... Then came afternoon... something unnecessary & troublesome popped up! Arrggghhhh... I really felt like the whole world is trying to be funny! Really feeling damn irritated & frustrated! Why is everything jeopardised?! Why is everything so so damn not smooth?! Pekchek... pekchek... pekchek!

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