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Saturday, November 7, 2009


Never ever thought that this would happen to me.. to my house!!! Yet.. it happened to me.. to my house on 05th November! What an unforgettable day! A f***ing unforgettable day!! Why must we be the ones clearing up the SHIT for others' wrongdoings?!?! What have we done to deserve all these?!?! We did nothing wrong & on the other hand.. we did the right things out of goodwill.. out of fillial piety! But we ended up with nothing but SHIT!

I have learnt a lesson! A lesson of "Good vs Bad"! A lesson of "good will be rewarded is bullshit!" A lesson of "kind is beautiful is bullshit!" I don't want to talk about it! Mention a single word about it.. my stomach boils.. my heart in fire! We give & never expect anything in return.. but turned out to be thrown with a load of SHIT! Selfish people.. irresponsible people.. do nothing but harm to others! Why in the 1st place do they exist?!?! Why in the 1st place am I stuck with these people?!?! I'm just being unfortunate.. unfortunate to have them around me! How I wish I never had them! & please please.. doesn't mean by saying sorry.. you can turn back the clock.. you can return everything back to shape.. can erase that scene from our memory?!?! Sorry isn't for saying.. its for doing?! I don't see from any angle.. from any point of view that you all are really regretful.. & you all will repent! Bullshit! What credibility do you all have for me to have faith in you.. for me to believe in you that you will?!?! I don't want to know anything about these people.. I'm not interested in their news.. in their matters.. in their life! Just stay out of my life! I would be most glad to say a big big THANK YOU!"

But when I saw how she broke down today.. how she apologised to Dear Dear.. my heart sank! I felt so heartache.. felt so helpless.. never felt so terrible before! Why can they do this to her?! Not once.. not twice.. not thrice.. but countless times!!! Why again & again?! C'mon.. she's 50! How many more times do you all want her to go through this?! How many years do you all want her to carry your burden?! How long more do you all want her to suffer?! She's too forgiving! She has done all she could for them! She has left nothing for herself but... ... HOPE! Hope that they will 1 day repent.. hope that they will 1 day change.. hope that they will 1 day be good! But will that day comes? Can she live till that day? Cherish while you all still can.. don't cry when its too late! When it's too late.. there's no turning back! Wake up man! Wake up to your stupid 野心.. wake up to your aggressiveness.. wake up to your 狂大.. wake up to your 只以为是!!! Don't be so selfish! Don't only think for yourselves! If so.. then please please isolate yourself at a remote island that no one can ever find you all!

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